Biggie, Mobb Deep, and other Obstacles
I posses his sole. Let me tell ya something.
They know that I was the truest nigga involved with
Biggies success. I was the biggest help, I was true.
I would write his rhymes and you know how much he borrowed
from me. He knows how I used to stop my shows and let
him touch the show. It would blow up in the middle of
my whole show. I used to buy him shit and give him shit
and never ask for it back. I used to share. I'd share
my experience in the game and the lessons and my roles
and my knowledge of the game with him. Ya know what
I mean? He owe me more. He owed me more than to turn
his head and act like he didn't know some niggas were
bout to try and blow my fuckin' head off. He knew! That's
what I'm talking about. And then he fuckin' disappeared,
like a mouse. If your gonna be a mouse that's cool be
a mouse but for me to know that 3 weeks ago this happened
and then 3 weeks later your albums comin' out and your
talkin'about how your a fuckin' "Don" in your album.
But you don't know who shot me?!! In your fuckin' hometown,
these niggas from your neighborhood! And I gotta find
out for myself! I don't even call myself a "Don" I'm
just a "Cappo." From the Westside, and here I am on
the Eastside in jail and I know who touched me and I
know everything that happened. Thats power! And he even
knows that he was fakin' it. And I was mad about that.
And then I'm outta jail, and I couldn't believe that
everyone was treatin' Biggie like the biggest fuckin'
star in the world. I couldn't believe that the people
were buying into his player image and I just wanted
to bring it back to reality. It's like can't nobody
never get confused and think I'm like a Mike Tyson and
I'm a heavy-weight champion. I'm a little nigga. And
thats why its so raw to just watch me battle the lions
cuz I'm just a little skinny nigga, battlin' niggas
three times my size. Well Biggies not a playa, he's
never been. He never had bitches til he got some fuckin'
money. That's a trick that's not a player. That's not
a poppa. So my point was to prove them wrong. I took
every thing they glamourized and I personified it. I
mean he glamourized Versace, Versace? I didn't call
Versache he called me to come to his show and to wear
his close and to "Please wear my shoes!" Please wear
my shit you are the image of Versace. Everything he
glamourized, I personified. Everything he want to have,
I got. Jewels, look, I got more jewels than slick rick.
Slick Rick, I love that nigga til fuckin' death but
I'm definatly doin' it. I personify every image that
a niggas faced. I personified it. Because I looked up
to these niggas. So everything they talkin' about I
really got into it and I perfected it. So I know if
he's pretendin' and I know it. Cuz the same thing that
they love about me, they gotta admire, they forgot,
Biggie forgot. That same shit that made him wanna be
trippin' with me is the same thing thats whoopin' his
ass right now. And thats why when he talks he wanna
say I wish I could take that shit back. But he can't
cuz you know he commited himself to lying. So now all
he can do is act like he don't know what the fuck is
going on. Think! People have to Think! If this were
happening for real would this be your reaction, unless
you was guilty. And all this shit about my homeboys
tellin' me "yo don't sweat that." Oh so you a follower
now? So you a follower!! Why didn't your homeboy tell
ya not to make rhymes where your shooting pregnant ladies
in the stomach ya know what I mean. Thats why niggas
is sayin' Whyd you say that on the end of your records?
And talkin' about Your kids don't grow. And Honestly,
I didn't write none of that. I was just blowin' up in
the studio to keep me from really killing these niggas.
And that's what came out. I don't have no mercy in war.
They didn't have no mercy, they tried to shoot my fuckin'
balls off! What about my kids? And they say, why you
talkin' about them kids with the sickle cell? They tried
to make me a parapalegic!! What the fuck is going on
here? Why is that sacred? Ain't nothing sacred in war.
I was in Rikers givin these niggas love. Mobb Deep.
The guard knew em' I told em' tell them nigga I love
them how shorty's dope, them niggas was down man. When
they did that they proved that they was little, just
little niggas that wanna be heard. I used to be a little
nigga I know where they at. I know they can't touch
me thats why I destroyed em' so fast. Soon nobodys gonna
believe this shit. I told these niggas in the begining
that I was gonna take them out this rap game and sure
enough I will. Already people cant look at Biggie and
not laugh. I took every bit of their power. All I wanted
to do was to take them to where I was. When they didn't
want to support me. And anybody that tried to help them...
I will destroy. And thats what I'm doin' everyone that
tried to side with them, or tried to unify with them,
I'm gonna destroy. I swear TO GOD!! Can't nobody touch
me right now. And next month all of this will be over,
but this month, I'm taking every moving target out.
Because this is a very personal thing for me and I feel
like people should have gave me my resp ect. Ya'll know
I was not like this before. I did not attack people.
I was not on no East Coast West Coast. I was the major
brigde between the east coast and the west coast. Niggas
can't even call me even when they want, so this is very
serious. It's like if america sent an ambassador to
Iran and he was murdered Iran got problems and Iran
should know that. Thats what I feel about New York.
They should know that. Seperate yourself from the convicted.
And they already knew it. I got niggas in jail, I got
Niggas, out there, but its like the media it's pumpin
this east coast west coast and some of these niggas
whos careers are through ya know what I mean, like De
La Soul has come out and talked that Renisannce shit
and try to clean up hip-hop. I'm all for positivity,
I'm all for change. But I'm not for niggas masqueradin'
and if its all over and your shit ain't poppin don't
come in here and start criticizin' as your comeback.
Thats wrong, You know how hard it is. you know how hard
it was when you didn't have no m oney and no record
deal. Why you gonna try and destroy another niggas career.
Don't do that. Represent by example. And if you truly
are living a better lifestyle then you'll get 5 niggas
trailin'. I'm not sayin that my lifestyle is the best
I'm sayin that this is the lifestyle that is the most
lived by the most motherfuka's out there. Or a variation
of it. No matter where you are. I'm not no gangster
on some killin nigga shit. I'm on some survival shit.
If your a girl and you got 3 kids and you tryin to go
to school and work and make it, thats Tupac. I came
from a crack mamma, I'm a highschool dropout... Look
at me now. Everytime they throw an obstacle in front
of me I face it, let everybody know how it feels when
I'm going through it and then hurdle it and let everybody
see it. Everytime it comes in front of me I do an interview
tell everything thats happend, do it and overcome it
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