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Where do You stand On Religion?
I'm the religion that to me is the realist
religion there is. I try to pray to God every night
unless I pass out. I learned this in jail, I talked
to every God (member of the Five Percent Nation) there
was in jail. I think that if you take one of the "O's"
out of "Good" it's "God", if you add a "D" to "Evil",
it's the "Devil". I think some cool motherfucker sat
down a long time ago and said let's figure out a way
to control motherfuckers. That's what they came up with-the
bible. Cause if God wrote the bible, I'm sure there
would have been a revised copy by now. Cause a lot of
shit has changed. I've been looking for this revised
copy-I still see that same old copy that we had from
then. I'm not disrespecting anyone's religion, please
forgive me if it comes off that way, I'm just stating
my opinion. The bible tells us that all these did this
because they suffered so much that's what makes them
special people. I got shot five times and I got crucified
to the media. And I walked through with the thorns on
and I had shit thrown on me and I had the theif at the
top; I told that nigga "I'll be back for you. Trust
me, is not supposed to be going down, I'll be back.
I'm not saying I'm Jesus but I'm saying we go through
that type of thing everyday. We don't part the Red Sea
but we walk through the hood without getting shot. We
don't turn water to wine but we turn dope fiends and
dope heads into productive citizens of society. We turn
words into money. What greater gift can there be. So
I belive God blesses us, I belive God blesses those
that hustle. Those that use their minds and those that
overall are righteous. I belive that everything you
do bad comes back to you. So everything that I do that's
bad, I'm going to suffer for it. But in my heart, I
belive what I'm doing in my heart is right. So I feel
like I'm going to heaven. I think heaven is just when
you sleep, you sleep with a good conscience-you don't
have nightmares. Hell is when you sleep, the last thing
you see is all the fucked up things you did in your
life and you just see it over and over again, cause
you don't burn. If that's the case, it's hell on earth
cause bullets burn. There's people that got burned in
fires, does that mean they went to hell already? All
that is here. What do you got there that we ain't seen
here? What, we're gonna walk around aimlessly like zombies?
That's here! You ain't been on the streets lately? Heaven
now, look! (reffering to his plush apartment) we're
sitting up here in the living room-big screen TV- this
is heaven, for the moment. Hell is jail I seen that
one. Trust me, this is what's real. And all that other
shit is to control you. If the churches took half the
money that they was making and gave it back to the community,
we'd be alright. If they took half the buildings that
they use to "praise God" and gave it to motherfuckers
who need God, we'd be alright. Have you seen some of
these got damn churches lately? There's one's that take
up the whole block in New York. There's homeless people
out here. Why ain't God lettin' them stay there? Why
these niggas got gold ceilings and shit? Why God need
gold ceilings to talk to me? Why does God need colored
windows to talk to me? Why God can't come where I'm
at where he sent me? If God wanted to talk to me in
a pretty spot like that, why the hell he send me here
then. That makes ghetto kids not belive in God. Why?
So that's wrong religion-I belive in God, I belive God
puts us where ever we want to be at. They didn't make
sense that God would put us in the ghetto. That means
he wants us to work hard to get up out of here. That
means he's testing us even more. That makes sense that
if you're good in your heart, you're closer to God but
if you're evil than your closer to the devil; that makes
sense! I see that everyday all that other spooky shit,
don't make sense. I don't even belive, I'm not dissin'
them but I don't belive in the brothers, I've been in
jail with 'em and having conversations with brothers;
"I'm God, I'm God." You God, open the gate for me. You
know far the sun is and how far the moon is, how the
hell do I pop this fuckin' gate? And get me free and
up outta here. Then I'll be a Five Percenter for life.
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